This is my story, my life . Basically like my Life journal . Everything comes from the heart and is true . Please respect my thoughts and feelings . Don't make me feel shittier than I already do .
What’s gotten into me .
I stopped cutting , but here I am staring . I swore I’d never force myself to puke like those girls I see, but here I am doing that . I promised to be strong and stay true to myself . I don’t see that girl anymore . What’s wrong with me , who am I now ? Why am I like this . Maybe it’s because I can’t seem to meet your high stands . I’m not smart enough, thin enough , I don’t love you enough and I’m just not what or who you want me to be , but because of you I will try to be someone I’m not . I’ll try to be skinnier and smarter . I’ll cut since that’s the only thing that helps me, it takes the pain away for a while , and If it’ll help you maybe realize you hurting yourself is like my hurting myself . One way or another we just all end up causing hurt and pain towards each other .
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
